April 02, 2013

Come on now sleep.

You.

You're an aimless ghost, try to break your parent's pattern. The closest thing to get to you is via the songs I choose for the rainy day. We choose to keep our teenage tragedy, your memory is so distant you almost forgot who I was. We lost the thrills along the way, I lost my ambition. The wolf messed with our vision. Hold on to the one you love, he is sitting in your kitchen. While you sleep tonight, I write a poem. Sail to me, touch me now. Sail to me now, prove me everything. Sail to me so I can love you. Sail to me now so I can hate you. Don't fall asleep.Take what you love and burn it down. Burn it now.

Well, i wrote your name and burn it. I see the color of the flame, the spectrums and the youth that we eat away. We waste so much of our times being with someone else, when clearly we are both messed up and made for each other.

Come on now sleep, put me to the dream(s). Rip my soul away. I'm so corrupted, to sum up my whole life,without you. Lazy bones and empty dreams to follow through. We are dry like dust when we are young. Play tender like your lover, whom you sleep with. Play tender like babies in the rug. I know you're busy but please visit me will you? Find your will and follow through. Hold on to the thrills. What we invented I am now ended. No, not you. I'm not asking you to believe. I'll be dead before you know well enough. Before you put the gun in my mouth. There is an east swell coming from the stack of darkest memories of my life. It is ruined. It just so hard to fight the demon off. When I'm dead write about me and don't get bored.

Come on now sleep.

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