I am running with my faith,
Your face is in my dreams, again, Like indefinite loop,
Nothing is as real as the pain you left once I wake up,
How do I run away from you?
Annabelle, you left me wondering.
I am caught in the spaces between us, forever,
The void, the unfinished misery, the questions,
How can I make it all right?
Let me yearn for a while.
I don't remember most of our conversation,
But the one that left is infinite suffering,
Thousands miles apart but your presence lingers,
As if your ghost don't want to left me.
How can I run away from you, tell me.
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lets not run,
lets try to recall our long conversations,
of Nothing and Everything all at once.
lets remember the songs we used to share,
the times we lost faith in our religion,
the moments we questioned our existence,
the hours in the dark when we found it all again.
lets talk about betrayal,
mine,
the one when i lost you for good,
when you spat words of hatred
and you swearing of never forgiving my awful deed.
i know you remember it all,
like that one time we held the camera above our faces to capture our awkward smiles,
like that late night supper, when we felt so out of place among people we thought we knew,
like that time when you stood outside my door at 3 in the morning,
and wistfully bidding me goodnight,
knowing it was all we could do.
i know you remember it all,
the name-callings when we were children,
glancing across the room to catch you looking,
the elaborate waves at the end of the day.
but you know what i remember most of all?
i remember the night I turned 22
and i remember the way I cried for you.
i've missed you.
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